Thursday, February 3, 2011
I have strange feelings these days. I feel like I'm happy and joyful that it's almost spring, because I really think something is going to break this season ... but in my mind I'm worried that what will actually break is me. I guess I'm teetering between courage and timidity.
The thought of being "bold as a lion" has been foremost on my mind, but deep inside I have anxiety, and maybe a little fear. The what-ifs can drive me crazy if I let them. And then there's my children. I miss them like I have never missed anything in my life.
I need to continue to take this thing a day at a time, one step at a time.
Eric, your feelings are completely understandable, You are doing the right thing by staying right under the wing of God, no matter how you feel - that's the best place to be.
God has already reunited you with your family, it has been done - I believe that.
I am getting ready to shout with you and your family as the day approaches when we see the manifestation of what he has already accomplished.
"Sing to the LORD, for he has done glorious things; let this be known to all the world." Isaiah 12:5